Today was initiation for the chapter I was initiated in--my Alma Mater? My little sister is graduating in December, and this was her last initiation as a collegiate, and my first initiation as an Alumna. She is the President, so it was such an honor to see her be the President...see those girls listen to her and respect what she has to say, I'm just incredibly proud of her.
As a Collegiate in my chapter, I put the chapter and fraternity before everything, before school and before me. I'm definitely not the best multitasking girl, I thought I was. My grades were horrendous, my house was a disaster (it still kind of is...hence the bad multitasking), and I wasn't taking care of myself. After I went alumn and graduated, I was just SO tired. Needless to say, I haven't been the best sister I could be-- and to be honest, I don't think I was the best well-rounded sister in college, because I didn't put my priorities in order.
Anyways, I got busy with other things and stopped coming around. I feel horrible for becoming less and less of a sister. I know throughout my journey of learning the "Grown-Up lifestyle", planning a wedding, taking care of me-- the relationships I did have with some sisters has since deteriorated, I'm sorry for that.
So anyways, what I'm trying to say...is I needed a good initiation. I needed what I like to call a baptism, because I am always reminded of why I joined the sorority and why I put my heart and soul into it. It was definitely something I needed, so although I was there for my little sister, she was definitely there for me and my baptism.
Thank you, my littlest of littles.
